The Longest Day: Letter 7

Longest Day Ever
My mind is whirling,
Streaming so fast
We are locked up again,
And all I can think of is the past.

Will I stay,
Or will I go,
As my court day looms,
Who cares,
Who knows.

The call of the beach,
Sand between my toes,
This will not last 4ever though,
Although, pift,
It may seem so.

I am fixed now,
Being in here,
Fixed my head,
Fixed my heart,
My soul and much more.

Long may this continue,
You will hear me cry,
I will not be a junkie again,
Never. Ever.